Awkward Introvert

Believe it or not… When I’m in class, I’m a pretty extreme introvert. I don’t talk to people and I don’t speak up in class. I do the assignments, go to class to listen, and then leave. It’s a very terrible habit. And though I do try my best to be more extroverted during class, I just can’t because I get overwhelmed by the potential expectations that will be set.

SCHOOL

The best part about working for NSO is that I get to work when everyone else is free and vice versa… BUT when it’s the first day of school, all the people on campus are literally SUCKING ALL THE ENERGY OUT OF ME. I can’t handle it.

Can’t.

I can’t.
I can’t do it.
I want to cry almost everyday of my life just hoping that people who are supposed to be huge roles in my life will realize that I do try.
But of course this will never happen.
Because crying only temporarily removes the pain.
When I talk about my greatest fear, this is it. So kill me now.

Speechless

Half the time I’m not sure when I’m allowed to say or do things. When I say and do something, I get in to trouble and/or get yelled at. When I don’t say or do something, I get in to trouble. Not sure what to do anymore. I’m sincerely at a cross roads.

missjaaayna

theanimationarchive:

Robin Williams was the funniest man to ever live. It was truly a blessing to have grown up on and to have been surrounded by his work as a child. In my life Robin Williams was a constant source of happiness, laughter, and joy. I seriously feel like I’ve lost a close family member; I don’t even know what to say… Robin, thanks so much for all the laughter!

The life you lived, and the work you’ve done, will always be remembered. I look forward to the day I can share in the laughter of your films with my own kids. May you rest in peace.

Fucking irritating

1) there’s a little kid sitting next to our table at a restaurant saying “chee hoo” every 3 seconds.

2) IS IT REALLY NECESSARY FOR PEOPLE TO FUCKING POST PICTURES OF THEIR FOOD ON VIRTUALLY EVERY SOCIAL MEDIA SITE?! MY SISTER DOES EXACTLY THIS AND SHE STILL CANT EVEN REMEMBER TIMES I TAKE HER OUT. LIKE WTF.

3) When my mom over-dramatizes and/or acts fake to situations or individuals