Fears….
I have an unprecidented amount of fear in my life. I’m afraid of suffering, I’m afraid of fast rides, afraid of scary movies, of disappointing others, of being someone I’m not, of forgetting who I am, of cancer, of death, of happiness, of spontaneity, of new things, of old things and so many other things…
The one thing I’m afraid of right now, is not finding someone who I will love and someone who loves me back…. basically, I’m afraid of not finding my life-long husband. Maybe that’s it. Maybe I’m just so afraid of even putting myself out there that it only bothers me when I realize that I have no one to talk to.
But the key is to not let my fears get the best of me.
